I’m glad I can’t trade my years

‘Cus I would for you

I would trade three of my own years

To receive your best love

I’m glad I can’t hide my tears

‘Cus I would when it hurts like this

There’s no hiding from the truth

I won’t ever receive your best love

I could throw a thousand stories at your face

Let you play with all my limbs and leave your trace

Tell you all about my flaws to build my case

But you’d never let me into your embrace

I’m glad I can’t hide my love

‘Cus I would when it hurts like this

There’s no hiding from the truth

I won’t ever receive your best love

I could throw a thousand stories at your face

Let you play with all my limbs and leave your trace

Tell you all about my flaws to build my case

But you’d never let me into your embrace

But there’s more

To the score

I’m not ever losing faith

I won’t ever receive your best love

I shoved him in

Into corners many miles within

Where his mind is never listening

Shut, closed, not ready for giving iN

I told him stay

Stay within the corners you exist

I’m not an egoist I just insist

Stay and steer them out of your ways

You seem so quiet in your doorways

You seem so quiet in your heart babe

You seem so quiet in your mind

You seem so quiet when you’re leaving

Where is your spark where’s your believing

Just one more time let me remind you;

I can’t bare to face a new age

Just shoot me up into the dark space

I won’t go quiet won’t go sideways

I won’t be waiting for their high praise

I’m through with all my dog days

There are so many dreams I need to chase

I feel the stars I feel the cosmic rays

Oh babe I wish our love could last, always

It’s in the ruins

I find it’s in the ruins I belong

Beneath the broken where the core is strong

That’s where I find the ones I’m longing for

It’s a fallen house

And I’d rather not belong in there

No I’d rather not be sitting here

To wait and watch my honour leave the room

You seem so quiet in your doorways

You seem so quiet in your heart babe

You seem so quiet in your mind

You seem so quiet when you’re leaving

Where is your spark where’s your believing

Just one more time let me remind you;

Why go quiet into

The garden of Eden

Go blind and you’ll see then

I can’t bare to face a new age

Just shoot me up into the dark space

I won’t go quiet won’t go sideways

I won’t be waiting for their high praise

I’m through with all my dog days

There are so many dreams I need to chase

I feel the stars I feel the cosmic rays

Oh babe I wish our love could last, always

Don’t come around

‘Round this time

I’m in need of peace

There’s nothing I want

So I shouldn’t get

Whatever I please

By you

Don’t come around

‘Round this time

I’m need of space

And I won’t hesitate

To change my mind

I don’t know if it’s addiction

Or attachment I fear

I really want love

But I don’t want to need it

I intend to pretend

There’s no thing I need

No thing at large

So long as I’m in charge

I don’t want addiction

But I just love to push the line

To resist every urge

To exist at the verge of craving more

I really want to love you

But I struggle not to need to

I intend to pretend

This is what I need

To contain myself

And maybe sit down to read

And not be on my phone

And not sleep all day

And waste my time

And waste my love

And waste my youth

And waste my life

And never be loved

And try to be loving you

And not need you so much

I don’t know if my affection

Triggers my resentment to waste my time

I don’t want addiction

But I just love to push the line

I really want to love

But I don’t want to need it

Tread lightly on my heart

I’m not going back to start

Your pain is not my sorrow

I won’t see you here tomorrow

Speak your truth who is waiting

You’ve been blind now you’re waking

We’ve been caught in love and now we’re free

Free

Tread lightly on my heart

I don’t know how I’m to play this part

Our love ain’t gone it’s burnt

All feels lost but this I’ve learnt

Speak your truth who is waiting

I’ve been blind now I’m waking

We’ve been caught in love and now we’re free

Free

Free

Free

Free, is this free?

Free, I guess this is free

Tread lightly on my heart

I’m not going back to start

Your sorrow’s not my pain

I won’t see you here ever again

Don’t look at me 

I’m not the other kind of person

I’m not the other kind

Of what you seem to be

And don’t look at me

I will give my heRat without a doubt

We’re the same kind

We’re the same kind